Thursday, August 30, 2007


After i have bored the best of my friends with my cribbing.
After I have lost everything I ever had. In terms of pedigrees.
After i have regretted every decision (just the latest here, in campus placement) i have taken
After I have found a vent to unleash my frustrations.

I will be free .Or so i think. Make believe myself.

You see, a cribbo meter is one where i usually rate myself depending on how much i am cribbing on a particular day. The max being 5.

I am clocking 5 everyday for the past 4-5 months. Today in the morning while traveling in the local, my breathing grew heavy and i asked myself , Why?

All of us have vents. Well ,almost all.

Monday, August 20, 2007


Clarity in thought , though a lifelong asset, at this moment seems to have been lost.

You know how this would end. Still , you worry, wake up in the middle of the night, your first thoughts in the morning are about it.

Word for the moment seems to be befuddlement.

The greatest asset that one has is his coolness, not the one which one shows off ,but the one in the mind.

The combination of clarity in thought and mental coolness is the most deadly. And when someone who has taken that combination for granted for all his life, The loss of both of them, together, does create a vacuum.

Peace is a derivative of that combination. And by a priori reasoning, also has been lost.

Welcome to the corporate Jungle.

But i continue to hold the conviction that the Man is stronger than the cards.

Sunday, August 19, 2007


The weather is great. Many friends are here.The city is better than Mumbai. I am typing this from Rahul's home in pune. Everything is here.

Still , Why am i in mumbai?

A city of 7 : 15 ki fast from Kalyan. A city of catching 340. A city of slow local,fast local. A city of vashi locals from thane. A city where i meet close friends after a gap of 1 year.